Salamualaikum,

Hahah feels so weird to actually sit down and start writing this blog again. It’s been almost two months here in London and I think this is the first time Im writing in my blog. Well you can say that its been very hectic here in London no thanks to CITY UNIVERSITY LONDON giving its actuarial science students loads of work (online quizlah, class test, homework, coursework la and never ending classes!!!!). If this is how my first year is going to be, I can’t imagine how hectic 2nd year will be. Well kalo pikir skrang pon xgne buat pening kepala je bek rilek2 dulu, take things one step at a time

As you may or may not know, Im living in the uni’s halls of residence for my first year and I have to say it really SUCKS ASS! To any juniors yang nak ke City Uni and planning nak duk halls, let me give u a piece of advice; JGN DOK HALLS especially Liberty Court!! Macam ayam dow kat sini dah ar mahal and the rooms are small, not to mention the facilities are zero. Baik korang g cari rumah ar duk kat UK nanti lagi heaven, dah ar murah ramai member lak tu and bole download!!! Dah ar download limit kat sini about 400 MB je se-24 jam ( like What the Shit?? ), for a Mat Download like myself I find this so annoying and irritating! nak download lagu pon tersekat haih sabo je la Jang, ni la cubaan dan dugaan duk luar negara. Tu ar sape suro blaja kat London bek duk rumah je blaja kat UiTM kang sonang hahaha. Takpe2 sume bende ade hikmahnye kite wait and see je……

Learning Actuarial Science is really no joke, its difficult and requires you to be very diligent and hardworking. Now im getting second thoughts on my decision to follow Abang Shan, but since Im already here I might as well finish what I started. Owh staying in London is nice except the weather which is nowadays always raining and cold. Looks like winter dah semakin hampir, harap2 ade snow la taun ni bole nak berjakun main snowball or buat snowman hehehe. I miss my family and friends back home very,very,very much like they say distance makes the heart grow fonder. Speaking about the heart, nowadays i feel quite lonely especially when im sitting in my room alone like this. Sorang2 dalam bilik mane x rase lonely ye tak tapi nak buat camne, ni la reality duk kat hall so once again aq nasihatkan junior2 yg akan ke luar negara kalo bole korang g cari rumah dengan member2 korang and put halls as your last resort. Okay la looks like thats it for today hopefully the semangat utk tulis blog akan trus mekar dalam hati yg sunyi ini heheheh. So till next time Salam sayang dari Jang

lame x update this blog…… will be doing so hopefully soon. Im in London now missing home, family, friends and teachers c u soon InsyaAllah

Salamualaykum,

Untuk pengetahuan rakan2 sume, pada tarikh 27 September 2009 pada jam 2340 saya dan rakan2 seperjuangan yg lain insyaAllah akan pergi meneruskan pelajaran di luar negara. Saya bersama Ahmad Redzuan dan Noor Hidayu dari Kolej MARA Banting akan ke City University London utk melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang Sains Aktuari. Oleh yg demikian, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini utk memohon maaf atas segala kesilapan yg telah saya lakukan samada secara sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Sorry kalau pernah terambil, terkutuk, terdrop, tersepak, termakan, terminum dan ter2 yg lain. I apologize from the bottom of my heart if i have done anything to have hurt you in anyway, for not being a good enough friend, son, brother, naqib, roomate, partitionmate and person. I hope that you pray for our safe arrival and our success in our respective fields. I too will pray for your success in all that you do. I won’t say goodbye, instead i hope to see you soon God willing. Distance apart but never in the heart

Goodbye may seem forever,

farewell is like the end,

but in my heart’s a memory,

and there you’ll always be.

-DISNEY’S FOX AND HOUND-

FRIENDS.NEVER.SAY.GOODBYE.

Salamualaykum,

Sunyi je malam ni,

semacam tau je perasaan ati aq haih…

Dah la tu Jang, tak bek mengeluh2 ni org ckp cepat tua. Unfortunately what to do, I’m really feeling torn in two. Im excited to be going to London to study but yet I’m saddened by the fact that I have to travel all the way across the sea to do so. Mane x sedeyhnye, I have to leave many things that I cherish behind most notably my family and friends.

This past week has been one of the most memorable days of my life. I went back to Muar after ntah how many years for raya, got to meet up with my old friends from SJ and hung out, went shopping alone for the first time haha, aduh sius bahaya gi shopping sorang2 ni, u never know how much money’s slipping out ur wallet huhu. This week theme die ialah “Last”, this time everything that I done seemed to be the last time that I was going to do it. Last kopek ar bak kate dak2 asrama,

LAST FUTSAL

I was touched that the guys gi tempah court kat Sports Planet utk main futsal buat kali terakhir di SJ, yeah I know sounds like no big deal tapi for me yang x slalu gi main bola (sejak balik dari KMB) it was really a big deal. Best la main ngan member2 lame, Ding, Hairi, Syafiq, Anip, Acap and Adek. Walaupun badan agak sengal2 sebab ditolak2 oleh carlos “emo” tevez, tapi I was very happy that we played together. Penat ar main, macam bese I was “pancit” pretty quickly, lack of match fitness lah brader. We played at 1am and finished around 2.15 am. Pas abis je main, lampu kat tempat tu sume start tutup, and since we were the last group there only our light was on. Sayu je suasana mase tu, semacam tau je taukey tu yg aq xlame lagi kat situ. Last time main futsal ngan dak2 subang.

LAST VISIT WAN CIK

Because we didn’t spend the first of Eid in Rawang, we decided to go visit Wan Cik that day to see how she was doing. As usual Wan Cik was on her wheel chair watching TV but I was surprised to see Abang Baby there as well. It’s been a long time since I met him and boy does he look chubbier than before;

Aiman : B, sal gemuk semacam je ni? X pose ke hahaha

Abang Baby : Hati senang mah….

Just as we we’re about to leave as I was “salam” ing Wan Cik, she said;

Wan Cik : Man, blaja kat London elok2. Ingat kat Wan Cik ye, nanti Aiman balik Wan Cik dah tak de…

Words that brought tears to my eyes. She’s practically a new person she has a new healthy heart, new leg, clear eyes. I’m sure that she’ll be able to live a longer live, but only Allah knows for certain. I hope that Wan Cik is always healthy and that when I come back, she’ll be at Rawang waiting for me with that cheerful smile.

Last Lepak Kenchana (LLK)

Haha walaupun baru dua kali lepak kat sini tapi the second trip was the last one for me. Last makan nasi lemak ayam special kat kenchana sambil tengok Man Utd kalahkan Stoke kat big screen, thank you Man Utd for leaving me with a nice farewell present huhu. Ni la merupakan last time aq lepak ngan Ding atau lebih dikenali dgn name Haziq Nordin and x juge dilupekan Syafiq Stamos. Ding has been my friend since primary school. We went to the same tuisyen together, played football together and always hung out together whenever we have free time. We went to different MRSM but kept in contact through the years. Memang dah lame aq kenal Ding, dan Ding is one of my close friends. Sedeyh aq tgk die drive away after hantar aq balik rumah, InsyaAllah I will still keep in touch with Ding and all my other friends even if im far away. Distance makes the heart grow fonder is something that I’ve always believed in.

Eventhough banyak bende last dah berlaku this week, many other new things will hopefully come in the weeks ahead. Once a door closes another door opens, and i looking forward to new opportunities and experiences in a new place. I’ll treasure the memories as it’ll keep me warm in the cold streets of London.

Salamualaykum,

First and foremost, i’d like to wish all muslims a very….

HAPPY EID MUBARAK

Yeah, Ramadhan has already left meaning that its raya time huhu. Congratulations to those who’ve completed their fast perfectly during Ramadhan you deserve a pat on the back, for those yg x pose penuh tu ha pandai2 korang ganti nanti eh huahuahua. Tommorrow, the big day and im going to go to Muar to celebrate raya with my father’s family. Truthfully, this is the first time we’re going to Johor for raya so im feeling pretty much a mix of emotions haha. Well hopefully things go well and we’ll drop by to see Wan Cik in Rawang when things are over in Muar.

Haih, i dunno bout you guys but raya for me has lost its grandeur and excitement as I grew up. I suppose thats how it is right, we grow older, have other responsibilities and priorities in our lives. U can’t expect things to stay the same forever right? The only constant thing in this world is change, may it be for better or for worse. Nonetheless I’m still greatful to be spending raya with my family here in Malaysia. Who knows this could probably be the last time I spend raya with my family for some time. Having said that, you’ve gotta live the moment, treasure the time you have and create fond memories for the future. For my friends yang raya kat overseas tu, sabar eh jgn sedeyh. Okayh what raya kat negara orang, new experience mah haha!!!

Now that Syawal is here I can’t but feel regretful because Ramadhan has gone and i’ve probably didn’t spend it the best way that i could’ve. Its true what they say, you don’t know what you’ve got till its gone but hopefully we’ll live long enough to welcome Ramadhan again next year and hopefully it’ll be much better for us as time passes by.

Well, famous last words before i leave you all to syokaya raya;

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

0-0, ok?

Buckle up, drive safely and eat moderately

Looks like im flying with Wandog, Ayu, Raje and Wahidah after all

(did i miss anyone else? hehe)

Salamualaykum,

There’s only about a week left of Ramadhan, huhu sadly the fasting month is coming to an end and soon Syawal will be knocking on our doorsteps, yeay RAYA TIME. Anyways nowadays its not Raya thats filling my head, no these days KMBians are more concerned about the FLIGHT DETAILS haha. Thats right the hour is finally upon us, the time when the two years spent in Banting has finally shown its hard earned results. Everyone’s all excited, jumping in joy or waiting PATIENTLY for our officer to tell us our flight details. Some have already got them, and will be flying off very soon. To my dear friends who are about to go off, I bid thee farewell and take care. InsyaAllah we’ll see each other soon overseas wherever it may be.

However, in all this excitement and anxiety there’s also the ones who are left in the dark . One of those unlucky person is yours truly. Thats right, Im the only one from City Uni who doesn’t know when my flight will be. It seems that my ticket has not been confirmed yet, so u can imagine how “koyak” i was when i saw the list of students to London on the 27th of September and there’s no Amir Aiman on it. So a few other students and myself are left to wait in suspense, eyes glaring on the screens of our laptop, excruciatingly waiting for any signs of new flight detail list. I tell you this feeling of torment is worse than what I felt while i was waiting for the IB results. Im going mental i tell you, MENTAL!!!!

So instead of just waiting like a bum with nothing else better to do (eh wait sounds like someone i know, hmm…), i decided to do something useful for example I finally picked up the lonely guitar lying around in my room and tried to play some chords. Yeah, I’ve always wanted to learn to play that thing, just couldn’t find the time. Now that i’ve tried it i feel a stinging pain on my fingers, well thats natural they say when u first start to play. No pain, no gain right?

Owh yeah, seems that Wandog and Ayu will be flying on the 27th/9. Once again bitter disappointment  strikes the hearts of upcoming City students. Flying on the 27th means no induction week, consequently means late registration which leads to trouble. To be completely honest, I didn’t like the date 27th/9 as i find that its just too late for us to fly there. I really don’t fancy the thought coming late for registration and starting university life on a back foot. I mean, you want to be just nice or on time or even better slightly early so you can get the feel for the new place before class starts. Ni tak, fly je biledah darat trus kena masuk class, tak ke kelam kabut nanti students tu?? No to mention accommodation pon x settle lagi, ni nanti kena nego balik ngan hall manager concerning the payments for the rent. Pergh, uni life really isn’t start off well for us.

But hey, they say there’s always a silver lining right? Sometimes its just hard to see. In this case probably the good news is no quiz during induction week, Raya in Malaysia with the family and collecting lost of duit raye. Hey now that doesn’t sound too bad, kan? Well maybe cause my mind has already been fixed to celebrating raye in UK thats why its a bit hard to swallow the bitter pill called REALITY. Anyways things happen for a reason, just gotta sabar and wait for things to turn out better.

JANG, UR TOO OLD FOR DUIT RAYE LAH!!! SHAIT LAH!!!

Salamualaikum,

Hi there, it’s been a long time since i wrote something in my blog. Actually there’s no particular reason for that, just that things are quite hectic with the accommodation problems in City, flight tickets not booked yet and all the other stuff concerning with flying to the UK. Too busy that i’ve been neglecting my family and friends, and that really2 sucks ass. Anyways im hoping that all the UK shit stuff can be settled by this week so i can relax all the way until D-Day huhu.

Nothing “interesting” seems to be happening in my life nowadays, thus explaining the lack of new entries in this blog hehe. Owh yeah, just yesterday two of my classmates left for Scotland yeay!!! Andi and Akiey were the first of A07B to go overseas, CONGRATS guys. Really happy for you two, hope to be seeing you guys later during the holidays okayh. A few of my friends and I took the liberty of sending off Andi and Akiey at the airport yesterday. To be honest, there were a mixture of emotions yesterday. I was firstly proud because they’re finally going to the UK to continue their study in Herriot Watt and at the same time I was a bit sad because they were already leaving. When will it be my turn to board a plane to London? Hmm only time will tell, but I’m trying my best to wait patiently like they say, ” Good things come to people who wait”

Speaking about “patiently waiting”, yesterday I was in charge of driving us to and back from KLIA. If you know me well, you’d know that I drive fairly carefully, not too fast or in short PEMANDU BERHEMAH la orang putih slalu cakap. However yesterday sbb takut miss Hana was not able to catch the last super duper fast KTM back to S.Alam, i was compelled to drive much faster than what i was normally used to.

Hana : Jang ko tak ngantuk ke bawak slow2

Jang : (SHOCKED) Ko rase aq bawak pelahan ke Hana? ( tgh tekan sampai 120 nih)

Apiz : Weh ni agak laju ar Jang bawak ni, lebih 20 km/h dari tadi hahaha

Hana : Yeke aq rase cam slow je

Jang : Slalu ko bwak kete laju mane Hana?

Hana : hehe secret la (ayat cover sbb x abis amik lesen lagi)

Hana nanti ko dah ade lesen kite race jom tgk sape bawak kete lagi laju hahahaha

Thats right guys, Ramadhan is back

which means fasting for the muslims yeay!

Dapat gak la puase kat Malaysia ni sblom berhijrah ke luar negara

pape pon semoga bulan Ramadhan ni bulan puase terbaek utk kite sume

harap2 mase pose jgn pnat camni dah ar huhu

Tomorrow is Graduation Day

Hahaha can’t wait…

Hope to see-u-soon

ABSENCE.MAKES.THE.HEART.GROW.FONDER. <3